Well, I held it together for most of the day today. Knowing Mom and Dad were meeting with the surgeon. Waiting for news. Teaching my small children (who were by and large quite naughty today). By recess when I had received news that Mom could not have surgery but must start radiation immediately even with the little tumor grown back. The little tumor is in fact in the exact spot it was before.
I fell apart at recess. Had a good, hard cry. Got it back together. Decided I needed to stay at school till the end of the day. Taking care of my students helps. Besides Mom was still out of town. I did postpone all of my conferences this afternoon and come straight home.
I know God is in control. I know that. I know he has a plan. What is it? For I know the plans I have for you, for good and not for harm. Jeremiah 29:11
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